Between the ghosts of the past (inédit)

Regrettably, I can not forget
Just live with that in my head
Live with all my wounds
Live with all you made to me
Alone with my indelible spots and shame
Because of your destructive confusions
Your dangerous slopes in
You’ve only let me a shadow as heart
A broken gift which will never heal

It’s just the point of no return
You’ve passed over
It’s just my life you’ve destroyed
It’s just my heart you have broken
But if I can’t forget what you’ve done
I will maybe forgive you one day

One day the scar will be less visible
And I would know that I could forgive,
Forgive you

With the ghosts of the past
Whispering to my ear
How I was nice and pure
Before you touch me
Before you hurt me

It’s just the point of no return
You’ve passed over
It’s just my life you’ve destroyed
It’s just my heart you have broken
But if I can’t forget what you’ve done
I will maybe forgive you one day

One day the scar will be less visible
And I would know that I could forgive,
Forgive you

With the pain of the present
Roaring to my ear
How I was nice and pure
Before you touch me
Before you kill me

It’s just the point of no return
You’ve passed over
It’s just my life you’ve destroyed
It’s just my heart you have broken
But if I can’t forget what you’ve done
I will maybe forgive you one day

One day the scar will be less visible
And I would know that I could forgive,
Forgive you

My indelible spots and shame
I will maybe forgive you one day
Because of your destructive confusions
I will maybe forgive you one day
Your dangerous slopes in
I will maybe forgive you one day
If I’ve the strength
I will maybe forgive you one day
If I succeed

It’s just the point of no return
You’ve passed over
It’s just my life you’ve destroyed
It’s just my heart you have broken
But if I can’t forget what you’ve done
I will maybe forgive you one day
I hope so…

By Benny